Sunday, July 24, 2011

Sunday sucks!

The Bangles
The group responsible for
that dumb song.
(Manic Monday)
Whoever that singer chick was, who said, "I wish it were Sunday because that's my funday," needs to be smacked.

It's such a weird day for me. I feel the upcoming week, and all that will ensue, start to weigh down. Then I feel the loss of the weekend-gone sink-in, this is particularly painful. Plus, for whatever reason, Sunday seems to be a day of high undesirable content in the customer department at work, which has me sighing when I first wake (usually around 11ish). I do feel bad for not going to church because mornings aren't really my thing, and as it's been snarked "well you stay up all night Saturday" the truth is I stay up all night every night because I EFFING WORK AT NIGHT!!! My internal clock is massively screwed up. So as you can see.... Sunday is just plain ol' mentally exhausting and morally berating. At least in my little corner of life-hating psychosis.

Maybe it's the solitude and disappointment in life in general that makes things seem so much worse. When you have an active imagination an nobody worth a damn to temper it with distraction or perspective, things get to be blurred and seem more overwhelming than what they actually are, I know this. But, here in Montgomery, AL... (the shallow end of the gene-pool) I'm not really expecting to spark any hope in that particular department anytime soon. I miss my Bham peeps, and while little Birmingham isn't the be-all-end-all... I find it curious that the most interesting people I met this past week were all from the Magic City.

So I'm here, and I have to deal with it. I think this week I will try to find something new to increase my social sphere. Perhaps a new post-work watering hole? Something to do during the day? (I would go to church, but they only care about catering to the 9-5'ers and are unavailable during the weekday.)  Would you think me weird if I said I thought Zumba looked kind of neat? I need an endorphin boost. Maybe I could do a session or something. Wouldn't that be a sight? Maybe I could video and youtube. Mwa ha ha ha!!!

Stay tuned.

-Simpson

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